Sean is moving to North Carolina next week. Next WEEK!!?? Oh, crap. This is absolutely devastating.

I feel like I'm losing my best friend. I don't know how I'll talk things out with him over the phone. It will be difficult bearing my soul to a cell phone, but I guess I'll learn. I'm getting a bit panicky as the time draws near, but that's not the bad part.

I have a tendency to want to pull away and throw up a brick wall real quick to hide my feelings behind. He sees me trying to do that and won't let it happen. Oh, shit. I'm going to have to actually deal with this as it happens.

This is different.